Man requires no millions,, needs very little , or nothing

valmiki did nothing, did not earn, did not need anything , he lived free 

absolute freedom from anything mental or physical needs is the real aishvarya, 

shiva is beggar, digambara, no home, on just a grave yard, 

he is eeshvara, wealthy

millionairess are trapped in earning growing safekeeping for nothing

There are limits in every aspect, 

there are value systems, customs , traditions, 

defining limits, specifying good bad moderate excess 

on patterns of interactions, behaviors interactions, actions, responsibility, consequences, rewards punishments---- -but not the same nor uniform in time and geo ,depending on context, reason, occasion, relation, 

one has to conform to as a part of the wholeness in which one is placed , no one is above, nor behave as one likes

  mystery begins

vague things, perceived when i was 8 , some flashes of some poetic, unclear flow, but definitely i felt it's happening inside me --once , resulting in some exhilaration, unusual and characteristic, alas , i could neither catch it and talk out nor could scribble it .

it just passed and i wasted a decade .

in my be course in the class room my prof was teaching with elaborate equations the heat flow process in the subject ''heat and mass transfer'', again a flash happened in the mind indicating to me that i discovered a n equation thru which every phenomena can be deduced and understood or derived . alas, neither could i explain nor put on paper but it did give an affirmation that i have discovered a valuable thing, 

it too just passed and i wasted another decade.

fortunately i stumbled upon tm 

now things are not as slippery as they were

except with a lament that ''if only i had that opportunity at 8 or at least 18 ......''

this is where, we have lost ourselves lost the life. this is when we must give the technique to the budding youth , to blossom in to gnana prasunam, --a way to reach in to his depth and accelerate the pace of evolution that is possible only for a human being.

hence one of the 16 shodasha samskaras the ''upanayana''

oh what a loss , youth has lost the wealth, the character , having only trivial at their disposal in plenty

  my own earliest story, in misery, poverty. 

but i never prayed any god nor expected any help, 

nor complained, nor felt sad. 

never fought, never challenged 

never criticized, never jealous, not in self pity, 

i slept hungry very often, 

bare with a few rags, 

with a broken slate and torn note book 

and in severe cold. 

i was neither happy nor unhappy, 

never puzzled, never in confusion, 

.though there was no help, i felt no helpless. 

i just did day's work, 

learnt whatever i could, 

i to day before the desk top, 

i am the same poor boy, 

but with fewest wants, 

earning a modest monthly, 

yet saving and sparing a little to the needy 

whoever i come across, not a big thing. 

so i have not much to say further